I never make journal entries anymore, and I don’t have a LiveJournal anymore. I just felt like a random sporadic text post.
There have been so many things happening lately. The death of multiple celebrities, my battles with depression and anxiety, and a host of other things that I don’t care to mention…..but basically, just a lot of shit.
I moved back to Longview back in May…..and since then it has just been a whirlwind of bills. I got laid off 3 weeks after I moved, from the mortgage company I’ve worked at off and on over a period of about 4 years now. Life has gotten complicated!
But I have also come to terms with a lot of things in an very small amount of time and I’ve grown up a lot, save for a few temper tantrums just like any other adult would still have.
I’m learning to be happy with me, for I do believe the very first time ever in my life. I’m realizing I have a lot more going for me than I thought at one time, and there’s only up from here.
Chin up, emotions slowly but surely getting into check, and my various new issues like addictions to pills because of anxiety and depression.
But, at least I’m working through it. Gotta save that money cuz therapy is expensive and bitch is broke.
This has more notes than i ever hoped for and i still only have 99 followers